No Good Jesse

Not happy with my life!

Angered with the man I once cared about.

Taken for a ride,

but not anymore.

He doesn’t want his family,

ruining his profile.

He does what is convenient for self --

the littlest of things.

Major sacrifices?

Not on this man's agenda.

He has issues!

Still caught up in the past,

with thoughts and feet walking.

How can one move on with his life?

When he still ponders about the “what ifs" of life?

If you knew him you would love him --

temporarily that is...

Until you learned of his selfishness,

his insecurities,

his lies!

Did I tell you he was a liar?

Holds his head in an odd way.

Looks down,

looks around...

As if I can’t see the truth.

Always hiding something.

Says he isn’t doing this or that.

But he is always doing.

Whether driving to places,

if I only knew.

Whether texting messages,

if only I knew.

Whether flirting with the ladies on the street,

if only I knew.

But I know.

I can’t go,

not yet.

No plan!

Too easy to run

to nothing ahead,

only to turn back around again.

So I’ll just wait.


Nicholl McGuire

Sex, Sex and More Sex

Thoughts not to be interrupted
an imagined world
where actions make up the inner being of a nymphomaniac
desires, passions to make love
over and over again and again

no specific gender or race
no specific size or weight
no desired place
no desired position
the heat arises
between the thighs
as one creates graphic
scenes of being toyed

handcuffs
body oil
bubble baths
are used in this game
committed relationships
are not on the mind

to be fingered like a bowling ball
to be groped like cow's teats
to be saddled like a horse
these are the things on the mind

haunting, yet suttle thoughts of disease
begin to disappear as the sexual anticipation begins to set in
foreplay moments are forgotten
as quick as they begin
hot, breathy sighs
high-pitched screams mixed with pain, pleasure
between quiet, endless moans

a good time is almost over
and reality will begin to unfold
in coming days.


Nicholl McGuire



Forgetting Isn't Easy

You won't forget me
when your alone
lying on your bed at night.

You won't forget me
when she's riding you
and making circles on your chest
with her fingertips.

You won't forget me because certain songs,
dances, restaurants, and parks will be long-lasting
reminders.

I will float through your mind
and you will only hate me more,
because you won't be able to fight
the feeling I leave after
I float away.

At first glance my image
was permanently reflected
in your vision.

When we first talked my voice
found home in your ears.

When we first touched, my hands
left hidden scars on your skin.

and when we first made love...
(something you may now regret)
the chills, the thrills, the taste,
the passion became a part of you.

Way down deep within your heart,
you will continue to burn for me,
to scream for me, to ache for me,
to hate me!

Even long after...you will love someone
like you loved me, you will kiss someone
the way you did me and you will embrace
someone like you did me
and this will all happen because
we became one for just one night.

Nicholl McGuire
http://lovedatingadvice.blogspot.com




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